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Devoid Of

by In Cycles In Circles

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John Carroll Feels like it offers something new, can't exactly put my finger on it... Really heavy though which is ALWAYS good Favorite track: Transgressive (New).
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Cass Morgan Their music makes my heart pound and makes me wanna break stuff. That's the point, right? Amazing music, amazing dudes. <3 Favorite track: Thought Crime.
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1.
Devoid Of... 02:15
What are you devoid of?
2.
Force your way in. Every little lie, behind my eyelids. Instill the fear inside my head. I'll believe every thing that is said. Hopefulness is wearing thin. The world is coming to an end. Bastardized and left for dead. But who the fuck even cares? I'd rather hang myself, than listen to you preach. About all of the ways, we are all diseased. There's no saving me. Conditioned to be, a species reliant on terror, and hate. To live with this fear, that is locked in your brain. To cope and to hide, in a life you call safe. Give me my vices. Give me my fix. I know what I want and I want it now. I know what I want and I want it now. I know what I want and I want it now. Tell me what I want and I want it now. Enslave me. Enslave me. Enslave me. I feel free. We're finally free, we're finally free. As long as big brother keeps his gun on me. We're finally free, we're finally free. As long as big brother keeps his gun on me.
3.
I can't seem to find it. It's in my head. What is this? I can't seem to find it. It's in my head. What is this? My happiness is dead. That place you said, where is it? My happiness is dead. That place you said, where is it? Utter contempt for my fellow man. I won't bite my tongue, I won't hold it in. Don't speak to me, don't play the friend, I'm a moment away from losing my shit. Let's be open, let's be honest, let's be fucking real; I want no interaction with the outside world, people make me feel... Hate. For. Myself. All together now! Hate. For. Myself. Not begging, not pleading, just get the fuck away. Mundane pointless bullshit, just drives me insane. Day to day the stupid fucks just continue to breed. Please sterilize yourself. This world's already bleak. Masquerading, with my murder. Undetected, sewn together. Piece by piece we, become a work of art. Piece by piece we, will tear you apart. Tear you apart. I never wanted to be a monster. What was that I heard? Swear I caught your words. Grace my silhouette. Mask all of my debts. Red handed denial is out for hire. Believing a liar, is my kind of dire. Pardon my french, but fuck your entire disheveled existence you spineless liar.
4.
You deserve a hole. Nothing more than that. I divot in the earth, to be forgotten in. Pushed away like a bad dream, or memory. You belong to the dirt now, all you are to me is: A narcissistic fucking pin-prick in the small of my back. I hope you know you're fucking worthless and there's no changing that. You're not a hero or a martyr or some kind of saint, you're just a simple minded fuck, who won't change a thing. Worthlessness. You don't know what's best. I don't know how, I let it get like this. I don't understand why the mirror spits, all this hatred at me. It sees right through me. It knows I'm losing my grip on what I'm really thinking. Force all your roads to endings. Create all of your enemies. Dare not be pushed to anything. Believe you're a god? You're not even a slave. Look around, they don't want you. I hope the honesty fucking haunts you. Look around, no one wants you. You will die alone, and it will haunt you. Haunt you. So light a candle, instead of cursing the dark. Try to speak softly, instead of losing touch. Nothing will help you stray from what you are. Nothing will help you undo what you've done. This is no church song. The bells won't ring, but you can still hear the choir sing; for every little fucked mistake you make, every point of contention that you fucking create.
5.
This meant something to me. I forced my way up to see, all of this ruthless bullshit. Keep it away from me. It's not fair for me to pull you up, when you've done nothing but give up. Tell me again about how much you hate me, throw me out all on my own again, I swear to you I am a fortress. No loyalty, no family. I've given my blood, I've given my time. I've broken my hands so I can call this mine, I swear that I am a fortress. You will never stand beside me. Give it up, just give it fucking up. Your lack of loyalty fills me with disgust. You'll try and stop me but, you don't have the guts bitch. Your disgusting habits will never amount to shit. I was left here thinking I was never good enough, just trying to take hold of everything I loved that I had lost. When I finally turned my back you had your fucking fingers crossed, I should have fucking cut you out no matter what the cost. Cunt. Tell me again about how much you hate me, throw me out all on my own again, I swear to you I am a fortress. No loyalty, no family. I've given my blood, I've given my time. I've broken my hands so I can call this mine, I swear that I am a fortress. You will never stand beside me. No loyalty, no family. You will never stand beside me.
6.
Vigil 05:47
I've had to lay my head in the ashes of the ones I used to love. Before the tides of man, swept them out to an eternal rest. My mind's still stuck on the page of that day. Struggling to become free, from all this malaise. How is it fair that you could be ripped away so easily? Your light extinguished before given a chance, just to breathe. Tell me there's a reason and I'll show you you're wrong. Tell me there's a reason and I'll show you that you're so fucking wrong. Tonight let's honor our dead, with these hollow hearts. We live no live because, we fear death. Tonight let's honor our brothers, with these bitter goodbyes. Who gave their lives for little more than loyalty. Tonight let's honor our families, with our heads in our hands. We were doomed from the start. We were fucked when this all began. I have loved. I have hated. I have lost. I have witnessed death, but at what fucking cost? Is this why I'll never calmly sleep at night? I can cope, but I'll never feel alright. Give me anything to not know that you're gone. I'll never forget but I still want to move on. I just want to move on. Oh death, step forth. Tell me the mortal lie. Oh fear, the reality. The hope that, we will never die. One life taken by one simple shot. My brother fallen, one reality lost. A son who walks alone has family, through bonds we are sewn. Why? God if you're there, is this a fucking joke? Are we all fucking jokes? Why?

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This is the first chapter of our full length album "Devoid Of // Fulfilled By".

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released April 13, 2016

All songs written and performed by In Cycles In Circles

Mixing and mastering by Zalen Cigainero

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